I Just Want Them To Know That I Know

Now the little fat bastard with the candy addiction is talking behind my back. He doesn’t know I have eyes and ears everywhere. He doesn’t know that I played music at a biker club last weekend. He doesn’t know that I drank a whole bottle of water and played the lead to Give Me Three Steps on my guitar while I was wearing my old Harley Davidson boots. I told that little fat bastard that he only knows what I allow him to know. The fat little motherfucker shook my hand and told me he respected me. Now he’s going to talk behind my back?  This guy don’t know how lucky him and I both are.

If all this shit would have happened five or six years ago I would probably be in jail and he would still be wondering how he swallowed all those teeth. They say everything happens when its supposed to. That’s good for me and him both I suppose. He has no idea what all I do know. And he never will. But you can bet your ass someone is going to hear about everything. He might know a little bit, because I saw a familiar last name on a list of (25) Board Members of a local United Way Chapter. I have their financial statement and IRS Form 990 from 2013. And I have all 25 names on that list. And #24 (a female attorney) shares a last name with that fat boy.

The place he works for is affiliated with The United Way. Those bastards sent me a bill for 200 dollars for a mental evaluation done by a fat little sugar addicted twelve stepping crank head cultist. He hasn’t read the Orange Papers? But he knows about AVRT?  Or at least he says he has heard about it. I don’t think this guy has been honest with me since day one, and all he’s gotten from me was honesty.

I don’t want to have to take this to litigation. Since that’s a rigged game too, I doubt it would do me a lot of good. I know how the laws of commerce are used to dominate the laws that people follow. I know that humans are word controlled creatures. And I know the meaning of a lot of those words. I know about how humans are used as energy resources, and how the corporate system is all about NOT taking responsibility for the problems it is causing. People are treated as products to be used by the money system. That’s why they assign you a number after you are birthed. Or is that berthed? I also know that the court system works in harmony with the banking system to extract revenue from people. I know how words and money have been used to enslave us. All you have to do is start breaking down words and examining their connections and meanings.

I know what a drivers license is. I know what a driver is, and I know what a motor vehicle is. I don’t drive. I travel. And there’s a big difference. Drivers get paid to operate motor vehicles because they are conducting commerce. Most people don’t know what they are getting into by signing a drivers license. When you sign it, you are consenting to play by a set of rules that are not in your favor. When you register a motor vehicle with a “state” you are essentially giving up any rights you thought you had to that motor vehicle that you call a car. And you’re paying rent on that thing too.

I may be ignorant of some things, but I’m far from stupid. And I just want them to know that I know. The Emperor has no clothes, bitch. And I just started yet another file on these bastards. I will burn the whole shit-house down before I go. Its too late to put the fire out now. And all they’re doing is pouring gasoline on it. Keep it up motherfuckers. Everybody needs to know, and I’m going to do my best to tell my side of the story. I never gave much thought about The United Way before all this bullshit happened. Now they’ve made the “expose these fuckers too” list.

Separation of Church and Statemy ass!

They are joined at the hip.

Stay tuned …. you don’t want to miss anything.

I may not last long enough to tell it all. But I’m going to spill all the beans I can before I go peacefully into the night. Bank on it! There’s no such thing as dying, as most people understand it. The fat lady can’t sing worth a shit either. And I’ve already let the cat out of the bag long before I started this blog.

 

 

 

 

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And One More Thing

I’m going to piss on my grave before I go. Has anybody got a match? I would say, “hold my beer and watch this shit” ….. but I’m a recovering narcaholic. Not to be confused with a snitch. I’ve learned a lot in my short time here. Most of it is useless information. I’ve had more lives than a cat too. One thing I know is, I’m not gonna turn anybody on to the devil and I’m not gonna tell ’em who God is. That ain’t my gig …… dig? I don’t need nobody telling me who God is or where to look for him either. I’ve been here over 51 years now.

Happy “stupid kid day” to all my brothers and sisters in the armed services. You don’t have to do that shit anymore! Its a scam, and people are using you! You don’t owe them a fucking thing! Wake up and stop letting them do it to you. Just because they trained you to do it, don’t mean you have to do it. Those people over there ain’t doing anything to you. And even Jesus wasn’t no Christian. He was a good teacher though. Hardly anyone got it, unfortunately. They’re still over there killing his cousins, and the “Christian’s” are cheering it on, just like they cheered for his ass to be nailed to that cross. Some will even say that was “the jews” and the jews will say it  was the Romans. Nobody wants to fess up to that.

Speaking of cross nailing. I think Ben Carson might be about to get it too. He’s damn sure flirting with the devil so to speak. If he’s for real. You never quite know about that until its hindsight. Obama thought his records were hindsight too. Knock, knock ….. you know who is here again! He just thought he could get away with that. Larry Sinclair has been singing his song all along, but nobody is listening. But enough about politics. I don’t have time for that anymore. I’ve got more important things to do, and I can’t fix that problem. Maybe Jeb can go back in time and fix that. I doubt it though, since his grandfather helped finance it.

And then there’s this guy I know. He’s been trying to open up a big fucking can of whoop ass for three months now, and he don’t even own a can opener. He don’t know where to even borrow that can opener. I don’t think one even exists anymore. He tried pretty hard. He pushed every button he could find too, and I bet its still in his head. I hope he forgets it soon and gets some sleep now. He’s not a bad guy. He’s just book smart and wants to help people. And I hope he does help some people too. Its a noble cause in my book. He’s been trying to fix what isn’t broken with me though. I don’t have that problem anymore.

I didn’t even have it when he met me. He’s about 6 years late. He finally told me he respected me and shook my hand. I guess I’ll find out eventually if he was being truthful. I told him if the state was a person I’d take that old expired piece of plastic and shove it so far up their ass they’d be choking on it for a week. There may not be much left of this old free bird but they ain’t getting any more. They already got everything I’m willing to give them. And that’s all anybody gets. You only get what I allow you to get. We’re all like that too.  Some genius has probably made up a diagnosis for it and published it in the DSM V.  Shit is on MY terms now though motherfucker. And it won’t do any good to put this old free bird in a cage. I’ll just shit all over the place and they’ll have to keep feeding me and cleaning up shit. That guy is history and I buried him myself, one teaspoon of dirt at a time. And now I’m gonna piss all over his grave before I go.

Just because I CAN.

And it ain’t nobody’s business but mine ………

I’m not planning on going away anytime soon. There’s still some shit left to do before the fat lady sings.

Peace! And happy?  belated Veterans Day. I didn’t want to rain on anyone else’ day ON that “stupid kids” day of mine. I’m thankful I never had to kill anybody and that I caught on just in time. I’m pretty convinced that that ain’t nowhere near what God’s plans are for me. God has nicer things for me to do. I had to go through a lot of tribulations to even start figuring it out. My dear Mother, rest her soul, always said I was a daredevil. We were pretty close. I was her first child too. Parents don’t want to pick favorites. Some kids just stand out more than others.

Naturally I caught all the shit for my siblings. Usually by setting bad examples for them. It must have been so bad that none of them hardly ever speak to me anymore. I’ve got my dad left though. I never did get along with him back when I was that defiant smart ass know it all kid. A lot of that hasn’t went away either. I like to think of it as honest, bold, blunt, and to the point. A lot of people, as it turns out, don’t like that kind of honesty. But that’s they’re problem. I’m only a message carrier that looks like an old Hippy. Don’t ask me too many why questions. I don’t know them all, and some of them answers get you into trouble if you do know them and tell others.

Thank You Mother Mary

I know its been a while since I’ve posted anything, but I have been writing. I just keep hitting the Save Draft button and thinking about it before I post it. I’m glad I’ve been doing that too. I could unleash some serious fucking anger and resentment if I wanted to. I just don’t want to do that though. That’s not me anymore. I’m trying to bury that guy. He died in July of 2009 and I’ve been throwing dirt on that guys grave ever since. A teaspoon at a time. I’m getting pretty close to finishing that job I hope. I’ve had help along the way too. And that’s what this post is about.

Mother Mary isn’t always a girl. In this case its a guy in Massachusetts I’ve known since 2003-2004. I’ve never met him in person but he’s one of the best friends I’ve ever known. He’s full of wisdom and good advice, music lover, and he writes like nobody’s business. I think everybody has heard the saying, “everyone you meet comes into your life for a reason, if even for a short time.”  I’m not exactly sure what short time means as I believe we are are all here for just a short time. It seems like just the other day I was fishing with my parents and siblings on a lake in northern Wisconsin. That was probably 35 or more years ago, but it don’t seem that long ago.

I feel like I’ve been in a battle for the last 12 weeks. Or at least its been a battle for me. I’ve had this guy, this counselor, telling me I’m an addict this whole 12 weeks. He told me that again the other day while I was looking at that big bag of candy sitting on his desk. I’m not sure he really knows what an addiction is judging by that sack of chocolate and sugar on his desk. But hey, that’s not my cross to bear. Except for a couple of relapses, I’ve had over 6 years of sobriety. One of those relapses I’d probably do all over again too. I think my uncle Bob would have understood that one. I still miss him every day like I still miss my mother 20 plus years later. I hate that I had to say goodbye to them. But I think that’s only a temporary goodbye. We’ll see.

I may be in deep shit tomorrow morning. I’ve been worried about it since last Thursday. But then I talked to my friend up east via email. I’ve been thinking about what he said to me about my situation and we talked about God. I’ve read that 88% of the worlds population believes in God. I think maybe 1 or 2% of those believers even knows who God is. My friend and I do though. I know we’re both on the same page about it at least. The last time I talked to him on the phone he told me I was one of very few people he would even discuss that topic with. I’m flattered and grateful both for that. I respect the guy more than anyone else.

I went to an AA meeting tonight, like I have been doing twice a week for the past 12 weeks. I’ve made almost every NA meeting in that time too. I let a lot out tonight as gently as possible. I even had to speak up once more to let them all know they had nothing to defend in my book. But I also spoke the truth. And I did it with all my honesty. I hope nobody got butt hurt in the process. I think I made myself clear enough though. You see, I didn’t get sober in AA. I walked in that door with at least 5 sobriety years under my belt. I tried AA a long time ago. I wasn’t ready to quit yet though. I wasn’t doing it for me either. I had to learn the hard way like everything else in my life.

After that meeting tonight, and a lot of pondering before and after. I had just read my friends email before I left for the meeting. I had a video I was going to watch on youtube when I got home. I got about 20 minutes into it and I suddenly felt compelled to listen to a couple of Beatles songs for some reason. I think I’ve figured out why I listened to those songs now. I think I know what to do tomorrow now too. And its in this song, hence the title of my post tonight. So I just want to dedicate that song and another one to my good friend in Massachusetts and say thank you to him once again. He always knows what to say. I know most people who read this and listen to the songs may not get it. And that’s alright. This one is between my friend and I. And I know he’ll “get it”. Everyone learns lessons their own way. And I think I’ve figured out what I’m going to do with this coming week.

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

(Ooh) Let it be, let it be
A-let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the broken-hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer
Let it be

For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Yeah, there will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
A-let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
A-let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow
Let it be

I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

Yeah, let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Oh, there will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Oh, there will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

This was the second song I felt compelled to listen to. Its the lyrics. Magmak will understand all of these lyrics. Peace My Friend. I love you like a brother.

Peace and Love Good People ….

Debt Slavery – Something Different

I’ve been working an a huge blog post for several days now and I’m still editing and even still writing, adding to it. Its eight pages long so far and that may be too much for just one post. So I might break it into two or three posts. I haven’t decided yet. But tonight I’m going to do something a little different than the norm around here. Before I talk more about this outpatient rehab thing I’ve been going through I’d like to share a little of what I know. Or at least believe to be true about the big picture. I found a website that really breaks it all down about the truth of things. And I happen to agree with at least the majority of what is said. The content can be found in full by clicking here. It opens in a new tab or window.

This is called “The Rabbit Hole From a Historical Context” … The video is unavailable on the website for me but the words are there. And they are True words to the best of my knowledge.

The Slavery System: The Chains Of Debt Slavery Are Dissolved.

Whether we realized it or not, until recently, we were all ‘legally’ debt or ‘labor’ slaves, as were our parents, our grandparents and great grandparents before us. Since 1933 every new child born was required to be ‘registered’, thereby creating a Corporate Person, effectively denying that child any rights as an owner of Real Property. The act of registering a child contracted them as chattel, and the birth record was a deceptive legal way of getting the parents to sign the baby away. The birth record was in fact a promissory note that was converted into a slave bond… Read more

Banking: How You Were Unwittingly Robbed and Cheated Your Whole Life.

The banking system is a constant forum for fraudulent contracts and coercive commerce worldwide. Henry Ford ‘telegraphed’ to people, the thievery and deceit of the U.S. banking system when he said, “It is well enough that the people of the nation do not understand our banking and monetary system, for if they did, I believe there would be a revolution before tomorrow morning.”Read more

Gov’t Corporations: Pillage And Debauchery at The cost of The Peasants.

Government is a profit enterprise, its purpose being to syphon money from your Do’ing and BE’ing through taxes, fees and fines but worse, they are selling that slavery debt to global corporations. It recorded in governments’ books as ‘revenue’. Most countries are registered on the US stock exchange as negotiable instruments that even have to submit an annual company report. The increase in revenue the ‘government’ expects to gain from the additional taxes, fees, fines is also listed in annual report they post to SEC. Read more

“Free Press” Really? – Removing The Word Press from Oppression.

Mainstream Press” is an illusion that has been maintained as a means of controlling the One People of this earth. In 1983 90% of American media was owned by 50 companies. Since 2011 that same 90% has been owned by 6 companies. They are GE, News Corp, Disney, Viacom, Time Warner and CBS. If you expect to get the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, you better look elsewhere. Simple fact. Read more

Black Ops: Keeping The Public In The Dark and Feeding Them Shit.

A black operation (black op) is a covert operation by a government, a government agency, or a military organization (including activities by private companies or groups) that are generally not authorized, operate outside of standard military/ intelligence protocol, sometimes against the law, but cannot be linked to the sponsor of the operation. Involves a significant degree of deception to conceal who is behind it or to make it appear that some other entity is responsible.

9/11: Anyone Got An Explanation For What Happened To Building 7 Yet?

Thousands of people were sacrificed on September 11, 2001. Some organizations assert that there is evidence that individuals within the United States government were either responsible for or knowingly complicit in the September 11 attacks. Motives suggested the use of the attacks was a pretext to start wars in Afghanistan and Iraq and to create opportunities to curtail civil liberties. Full disclosure still to come.

Chemtrails: Ribbons In The Sky Spinning and Evil Web of Destruction.

You need to discern for yourself. Look up in the sky, notice what you see, ask questions and do your research… We have provided some information to give you a very brief overview of what Chemtrails are, what they look like, and how Chemtrails may effect you. Read more

Spirituality: “A Thousand Monks, A Thousand Religions.

The awareness that all things are sacred and have universal value that transcends religion and mainstream science. The term “spirituality” in a Biblical context, means being animated by God. Love is the central theme and the most important focus for understanding the connection with all that is. Looking for the meaning in events, discussions and thoughts of the day can help guide and give direction as we BE and DO in FREE’Do’m, absent limits. Why let’s start paying attention to synchronicity more.

Celestial: Angelic Beings, Protecting and Guiding.

Astronomical objects or celestial objects are naturally occurring phenomena that current science has demonstrated to exist in the observable universe. Another reference is to heavenly bodies or angelic beings. The “angel” notions of spirit are found in many religious traditions. One role of the angels is protecting and guiding human beings, and carrying out God’s tasks. Benevolent celestial beings act as intermediaries between heaven and earth and are often seen with various glowing lights.

UFO: Disclosure and Revelations That We Are Definitely Not Alone.

Disclosure came from as many as forty researchers and military/agency witnesses who testified over five days before former members of the United States Congress. This historical event was held at the National Press Club in Washington, April 29 2013 and told the world what the world already knew: That there was definite and undeniable evidence that ‘flying saucers’, UFO’s and Identified Flying Objects not only exist, but are working with many groups around the world, and have been since at least 1940.

Human Potential: What If You Actually tapped Into Your Human Potential?

BE’ing Absent Limits opens and admits the floodgate of human potential! No-one of us had to be taught how to walk. All we needed was to see someone else walking and we remembered we knew how to do it. All we could then DO was wait for our physicality to catch up, and instead we explored everything as best we could, with no fear, Absent Limits. The same applies to all tapping into any particular potentiality, influenced by intent, Do’ing and BE’ing. Watch another, remember how and emulate.

Health: Big Pharma and Food and Drug Administration Plans, To Medicate Society.

Radiation, pesticides, growth hormones and genetic modification. The list goes on. Flouride, chlorine, sulpher dioxide, wax and more. Then there is the effect of microwaves on plastic and the effect of Teflon when ingested, all toxic poisoning. Simple facts: Fresh is best, Green is good, Red and Purple are great. Other facts: White foods act like glue, sugar acts like a drug, diary acts like a plug.

Again, you can find the source for this post here.